For the transwoman porn addics

I am bisexual so for me porn was basically what heroine is for junkies.
I thinx porn is even more dangerous for bisexual people because it stimulates both things..

Seeing hot girls and hot guys(with big dicks) fucking each other its just insane. And don’t get me started on she male’s its just a mindblower for me..

So yeah I can relate.


However I am now 3 months clean of watching no video’s I sometimes masturbate to hot girls and guys pictures but thats all still a fap adiciton though...

 

I don't feel attraction to men. I just feel attraction to women and transwomen. I think most men who are attracted to transwomen identify as heterosexual.

 

I found out my sexual orientation is called "Heteroflexible". I am absolutely not attracted to men one bit, not physically or emotionally, but I do find trans women attractive. I don't like cross dressers though, or the sort of male looking ones. I guess I'm attracted to the feminine side of women, rather than just women. But emotionally I am only interested in women.

I also don't see myself ever being intimate with a man, I just find it gross.

 

Of course if i wouldn't then i wouldn't be bisexual.

 

I'm the same way.

 

I am biromantic.
Which means I like men. So i am heterosexual but I like to cuddle and kiss girls. Not sex I dont like it. But the romantic stuff i like to do.

But really teying t9 change that part of me cause i want to be a chaste person who doesnt just kiss people because its fun lol.

 

If you don't have romantic feelings basically the feeling of attraction to other man you aren't gay or bisexual.

Gaysex fantasies can be part of youre porn adiction.

i've had atraction to man before i started porn.

 

Greetings

i'm suffering the same as you. I can help each other. Not everybody likes to speak out about hocd. I will share a post that was written by me .https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...e-not-the-only-one-with-this-disorder.338544/

 

Same here.

 

Greetings

As i said before ,i would like to explain you more about OCD (HOCD )*.Since i realized that HOCD is like a ramification I have been through a lot , my life has been a calvary because not everybody is able to understand what is happening to me. Fearness and doubting thought is always there , everytime i need to calm myself down or i can get crazy as well .

The worst enemy of any kind of OCD is PORN ,It's unstabilized why? because when you finish jerking off , obsessives thought about being gay comes up i don't know why is linked ?Aditionally , a person with this OCD , has to avoid any porn material but , specifically gay porn , it will make you to being insecure of yourself , i have done because sometimes i need to check it guys if i'm attracted to them or i need to watch some gay stuff to see how i react it ? Many people doesn't know that fear and anxiety could create situations that we don't want to see or live at the moment.

For example : Get hard even you don't like/attract guys , but HOCD will put you on the worst situation, what do you think is going to happen ? You need to calm down this anxiety/obsessives thought , well ... you need to get a fast way to relax and you use porn while jerking off as excuse to relieve yourself from the tension caused by the awkward situation and feel at least one second * of emotional stability. Trust , i had done many times ,but i had to deal with the guilty feelings.

The SPIKE is there because our brain is "Alarm Mode " the brain is always looking out for anything of situation/moments to alarm you and makes you feel uncomfortable and re think over and over again even though we can't control our brain as well.

I think that HOCD as well it hasn't been deeply studied .if i could count it ,how many stories of people writing on the internet crying and feel disconnected of the reality for suffering a dangerous disorder .

I say a dangerous disorder ,because it makes you to take a quickly decision that you haven't thought about it and it will affect your present and future as well .HOCD sometimes wants to make come out , but i know that i'm not gay .

Remember OCD(HOCD) comes and goes away without you realized but the spike will come to you when the anxious moment/sensation begins to worry about and your brain will process as fear .

One of the worst feeling i have ever had is that HOCD put on my brain intrusive images of coming out in the future , it's something that i can't explain with my word.


Finally , one of the positive thing that has worked on me .Strenghten you faith as much you can , keep praying because God knows that we aren't gay...

As i mentioned in the post , try to take 5htp , it's natural and works well of course it's better if you look up more information about it.


To sum up :

DO NOT PAY ATTENTION TO THE THOUGHT
AVOID PORN BECAUSE CAN MAKE YOU TO ESCALATE TO WATCH GAY PORN AND COMPARE HOW DO YOU REACT IT ?
DO NOT LOOK BACK IN THE PAST
DO NOT TAKE ANY KIND OF DECISION RELATED TO YOUR SEXUALITY.

Regards
Rafael

 

One way i've learned to combat thoughts i don't like is to stop avoiding them. When they occur, stop and listen. Are the thoughts true? Do you agree with them?
Usually, with this technique, i'm able to laugh off stupid thoughts.
It's our fear of them that gives them power.

 

Straight men that like feminine transwomen simply like their female partner to be sexually aggressive.

 

Pretty much yep. it are man with more female energy and are searching for male females