Flatline since day one?

Hello everyone,
I have not had an orgasm for about 34 days now (I began Nofap 34 days before) and the funny thing was that I did not have the desire for it in any day. I read everywhere that people can not stand it and so on. To me, I started with nofap because I was about 9 months ago shortly before my first sex and didnt got hard . She gave me a blowjob but he did not get hard anyway. I was disappointed but did not think about it and kept on mastubing 1 time as good as every day. I have been watching porn since I was 12 and since 3 years (I'm 18) I can not masturbate anymore without porn. I do not know why but until 1 year ago I had a girlfriend with whom I had no sex but getting on, kissing and blowing always became completely hard. Well only 1 month ago I realized that I can not masturbate without Porn. I suppose I have a porn induced erectyle dysfunction. I have now for 1 month waived everything, but as I said above, I had and have no desire for it. Am I on a flatline since the beginning of my Nofap story(34 days)? That can not be right? I would really like to have the desire for sex again, but my penis has become completely unfeeling. It also seems to me as if he has become smaller. Even if I look at instagramm Pretty women I do not get hot. My penis is not moving. Not even when I touch him. Why is that so? THANK YOU!
(Bad english I know, Im from Germany)
GIBT ES HIER DEUTSCHE?

 

And how long will it Take to be horny again