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Flashbacks and fantasies

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Mkngitwrk, Apr 29, 2018.

  1. Mkngitwrk

    Mkngitwrk Fapstronaut

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    Having flashbacks to when I would sit hours at a time watching my screen and masturbating. I had urges but did not succumb to them even though I really wanted to log some hours in front of the screen. I didn't watch but started fantasizing and replaying some movies in my mind.....I also started thinking about some of the relationships I was in that didn't lead to sex but now wonder how it would be had I gone further into the relationship. Have I cheated although I didn't pm? I keep fantasizing about one particular person and wonder if I should reach back out. Oh and I have had my first wet dream and had leakage.... uncomfortable feeling because I feel this is cheating somehow.
     
  2. Joe1023

    Joe1023 Fapstronaut

    For me, its go all in (go big) or go home. If I'm not completely all in with this battle, I may as well go home and stop fighting completely. If there are any obstacles in my way, they are only hindering my recovery. Trust me, I get how enticing those temptations are, but you have to keep your eye on the prize, YOUR RECOVERY. There is NOTHING ANYWHERE that could make you relapse that is more important that your recovery. As the bible says in 1 Corinthians 6:18, flee from sexual immorality and Ephesians 5:3 says "But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality." To completely rid ourselves of any and all temptations, including any and everything that could possibly lead to a temptation, is easily the best way to recover from this addiction. Anything less than that is to basically set ourselves up for failure in my opinion.
     
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