first pied-my diary

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by philip27, May 1, 2019.

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  1. philip27

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    hi everyone, I am a 22 years old male, pretty good looking and with no problem in flirting and getting girls, I didn't have much sex in my life also if I had different sexual partners. I always satisfied the girls because I last for long, but if for them is a pleasure, it's not for me. Sometime ago I had sex and I could berely have an erection (I was with a girl that's a 6.5/10) but I was able to penetrate and finish. A week ago I had sex again with this girl, we did some petting for an hour and when was time to penetrate I couldn't get it up and this felt really bad for me. I've been a relatively late fapper, discovering it at 16, but abusing it for 5 years with shit like bdsm, domination and some trans/stuff. Now I'm at day 11 (the best ever for me) and feel like I'm in the flatline. I am dating another girl that is a 9/10 and I'm afraid to have sex with her (we still haven't done anything). Someone was in my situation? Is Pied curable?
     
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  2. CH3RRY

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    Yes it is curable. Do research on it. A website called yourbrainonporn.com offers great information.
     
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    ok I read that some guys here write an everyday diary and I will do the same hoping to be consistent.

    Day 12:
    I'm actually the furthest I've been in no PMO, I don't have urges and I feel to watch porn just for laziness and curiosity right now, so I can easily resist. Some random erections, especially during the sleep. Feel pretty tired and no interest in girls for the moment, just some mental attraction but no physical one. I think tomorrow or on friday I will ask the 9/10 girl to go out on for the first time (I said we were dating in the first post, but we are just really confident at parties and I believe she's waiting for me to do the first move)
     
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  4. Tommyg9873

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    Bro, i am in exactly the same boat as you. If i could be bothered to write about my story, that would be what i put. Im on day 11 as well i think and im starting to get a few random erections so im trusting the process. All we can do is resist porn and fantasties such as bsdm and let our brains repair. Ive heard that the more you remove that stuff out your life, the faster our brains will rewire and start being aroused by real life stimuli. Good luck brother. We are in this together
     
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  5. philip27

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    I will try to update the journey here, if you need some help just come back to this post my friend. Let's do it.
     
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  6. CH3RRY

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    There is actually their own section for reboot logs. It doesn't really make a difference if you post your updates there or here. You are making great progress already! Keep it up.
     
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    Day 13:
    I asked the girl out and she accepted for tomorrow evening, after the most crucial bball game of the season. Just a bit nervous for the date hoping there will be feeling. Tomorrow seems to be an important day, I will post after during the night, if I remember.
     
  8. Tommyg9873

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    Good luck brother. Just relax and clear you mind, be yourself and all should be good.
     
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    Day 14:
    today was a damn successful day. I lost the game but the the date went perfectly, and I am pretty happy about it, I never felt this attraction for a girl for a long time. As I wrote, I never had problems in talking with girls or making eye contact, I believe NoFap can really help people with these problems. I'm gonna get laid soon with this lady and I hope to be ready, that will be the real test for NoFap. Good night everyone, see you tomorrow.
     
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    Day 15:
    normal day, no urges and no erection. Total flatline I think.
     
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    Day 19 i think:
    Now on, I will post only if something important happened during the day. Monday evening I've been kissing to the girl I'm dating for 2 hours with some touches but nothing more. I was excited and wanted her and my erection was a 6/10 which is normal I think because we were just kissing. This morning I had a strong morning wood and I'm happy about it, but still no urges. If someone is reading this I have a question, do you play with your cock during the day without thinking? I don't mean masturbation, just you know when you are watching tv or netflix with an hand in your pants.
     
  12. HopeForTheFuture

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    Hi there. I would recommend not touching your penis at all if you are on your own. My steak before this of 29 days I poked it a couple of times and it caused me to ejaculate. So I had to reset my counter back to zero and it plays on your mind doing so. I'm currently at day 31 now and haven't touched it once. Learn from my mistake and stop it leading to masturbation or ejaculation.
     
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  13. Anonymous86

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    Did you ejaculate or precum? Precum doesn't seem to be a relapse, IMO.
     
  14. HopeForTheFuture

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    Unfortunately it was ejaculation and not precum.
     
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    day 20:
    nearly three weeks and I'm in total control, the best benefit I noticed is totally erasing social anxiety. Now I have really zero problem in talking to anyone, I'm attracting more girls than ever, and I have one/two erections a day (not fully natural, just looking at some girls on Insta for example). I'm still dating the 9/10 girl and everything is going perfect, I believe we will have sex very soon. Hope to be prepared
     
  16. philip27

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    how it's going bro
     
  17. HopeForTheFuture

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    So you are using social media sites like Instagram and looking at girls on there? If that's the case it's a big no in my opinion if you suffer from PIED. It's just as bad as porn and your brain sees it as porn. Forget social media sites and spend the quality time with your girl instead.
     
  18. philip27

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    I don't agree with you bud, I don't search for them, but when they casually appear I don't close it as fast as possible like they were the devil. I just make sure it doesn't start a sequence where I keep on watching IG girls for different minutes. What's important in my opinion is the level of dopamine, I used to give my brain huge quantities of it, but if it's controlled it's not bad to feel something for short, like when you see a girl in bikini in real life. As everything in life the truth is in the middle, if you have self control you will not have problems and I believe it's the same with porn, now I'm doing NoFap because I overused, went too far in and I need a reset, but I don't condamn porn itself which is like the best drug ever, I condamn its overuse. A lot of people watch normal porn without problems.
     
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  19. Tommyg9873

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    I'm going good thanks for asking. I defently have seen my social anxiety improving a little. I'm really happy at the moment, can't wait to test oit my progress on a women. Not getting many errections however got a couple over imagination which would never happen before. Im glad to see your improving and good luck with that bird.
     
  20. HopeForTheFuture

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    Hi @philip27 I see where you are coming from. I wrote my last post just as a warning just because I've seen a few people who suffer from PIED take advantage of using social media to replace porn, and in turn the same level of dopamine is produced from this. I glad to hear you have control of the situation and hope to see you recover. Congrats on 21 days so far.
     
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