Fighting for a life worth living

Greetings fellows fapstronauts!

I'm a 23 year old guy, I've been struggling with PMO since my 12-13 years probably ... my God has been doing it for over a decade.

I suffer from some psychological disorders that work alongside my addiction to pornography, and getting rid of this addiction is crucial so that I can recover from my Social Anxiety and Bipolar Disorder, in other words my life is at stake.

I am currently in a serious relationship with the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with, and I know I owe so much more to this relationship than I have given, we deserve more than that.

In January of last year I managed to stay 20 days without PMO, just before I lost my virginity, after that the streaks were getting smaller and smaller until I gave up ... but now I see how crucial this is.

I realized how much I'm losing, that the life I've been living is not the life I deserve, at the moment I'm not who I could be.

All the time wasted with pornography will not come back, all the dreams left aside by the conformism generated by this addiction deserve to be avenged.

I am not initiating this program by a mere whim, I really want to fight to regain the life that belongs to me and for the version of myself that I have never known.

I hope I can count on you on my journey.