I'm a little disappointed and it's probably my fault so only sticking partially to the recovery process. I went around 60days no PMO and finally fapped one morning. During those 60 days, I made great progress including the excellent & exciting return of morning wood & major attraction to genetic females again.... that was my to be my downfall. My horniness got the better of me and I put one of those woods to work aka fapped. I didn't fantasize, just a release. But then I did it again, then again, then AGAIN over the coming months and have struggled to get back into a decent streak. One positive is I still have not looked at porn. I was doing this whole NoFap thing to kill a porn-induced TS fetish. I was never thinking about TS during that nofap streak. I thought at least refraining from viewing porn despite still fapping occasionally I would be still recovering. Wrong. Out of the blue last week after 100+ days no porn. I got a series of text messages from a TS (my fetish) on a dating site (that I was inactive on but got an email notification). She sent some majorly triggering material and I got insanely horny and I fapped. I'm pissed I allowed my brain chemistry to be rewarded thus undoing months of hard work. It was depressing, I'm worried I'll never be able to drop this addiction/fetish and get back to my pre-porn self. Would like some insights from the community. Has anyone been in a similar position?