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Feeling disappointed and bothered by continous failures

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Abzu, Mar 6, 2019.

  1. Abzu

    Abzu Fapstronaut

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    So, I have been to this nofap thing even before i discovered it. My first may streak was back in 2012 when i had to go rehab where i stayed for 2 months and stopped fapping after first week of my stay there and later 2 month at home before i finally relapsed and went back full throttle with this vicious cycle of fapping. I am considering to remain celibate my whole life because i don't think i can manage being married considering i fear getting betrayed by the girl i get engaged to. Also, most successful men in the history did nofap or never had a woman in life like Nikola Tesla, Isaac Newton etc.

    Last year was my greatest attempt, i had once had 50 days nofap and another 40 days of abstinence. I also had 4-5 15 days of nofap attempts that all went in vain. But best was yet to come but disappointingly that also went it vain as my nofap regime from nov 9 - feb 28 finally ended after hard fought long 113 days when i relapsed 1st of this month and went binge for 2 days and fapped 4 times each day. It started with me looking at hot celebrities pics in short clothes and later it lead to porn when i finally relapsed. Through all these days i didn't saw any improvement except maybe there was no guilt but usual frustration and stress was still there. After relapse i lost my appetite and didn't feel hungry for last 2 days.

    Now i am back at it as i am on my 4th day of nofap, started all over again. I still regret that relapse of after almost 4 months, it was one of my greatest attempt but my carelessness ruined it now it would be a long wait before i start to feel better as i made a huge blunder when it was looking so good.

    Hoping you guys can help me get back in this game, i am sick of my life. I stay alone in my room upstairs all the time and rarely go downstairs (let alone leaving the house). I have anxiety and also seem to have developed severe PATM (google it, tons of info about it) since last few years that's why i avoid people and i usually very nervous around them. Even some of my family members.
     
    Last edited: Mar 7, 2019
  2. Try to get your head right. You are not sick of your life. You have not lived it recently. Streak of 100+ days is just fantastic. Get more positive thoughts. Cure more than just fapping about you. You are enslaved not bad life. We all can be good life. We are. You are.
     
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