fatal mistake and I relapsed...

damn omegle made me relapse

Probably I shouldn't have attempted this so soon. I was eight days into nofap, when I thought I should do something to help others too. Before nofap I was in the habit of sex chatting with guys on omegle and getting off with them, but now I wanted to tell those people about nofap. And I did, to every person I started chatting woth I told them about nofap and logged off. Until my judgement clouded over and my mind kept wandering to how good it'd feel if I did it again and that I had abstained for 8 days, and I relapsed. I feel like shit, and I didn't enjoy it at all. Worse of all I wasn't even craving it, I just don't know what happened. I'm going to dust myself off and get back to no PMO because now I'm convincedI can quit xcompletely, because its just not thrilling enough for me anymore, and a month ago I didn't even think it was possible.