fantasizing - going away after 5 months

Hi all,

I've noticed just recently that I'm famtasizing less and less. In fact, in the last few days it's almost completely stopped. Maybe it helps to reduce the porn pathways or sexual pathways and therefore reinforce the ones only with my girlfriend.

Also, I feel like I'm back in a flatline - almost as bad as when I first quit porn 5 months ago. This happened after orgasm a few days ago with my gf.

I thought I was getting better because I could get hard enough for sex without pills, and also, sometimes was lasting 30 minutes.

Feels like I'm going backwards again now. I have not relapsed once to porn, never will. It's so easy to quit because of what it's done to me.

I sometimes masturbate, because sometimes it feels uncomfortable from abstaining for so long sometimes (a lot of pressure sometimes - hard to explain). But perhaps I can focus on just waiting for my gf, and decreasing masturbation more - even though I have already drastically reduced it compared to my porn days.