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Failed again and feel shitty

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Aliman8, Jun 11, 2014.

  1. Aliman8

    Aliman8 Fapstronaut

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    Ehhh well,did the wanking and porn watching again after 3 days clean :-(...ok here goes analysis - started with playing with penis mentaly its concentrating on genitals to make it erected..for me it works every time amd enjoying the effect onn Tuesday and today got into adult contents while contemplating to have "massage"for money...wanking..watching live sex cams until id cummed......feel like proverbal dog everytime getting into its own shit......
    I'm not giving up no matter how many times I begin ..mayby its today the last day of this really strong addiction which has been messing with my life since I was 15 years old.Funny I stopped smoking in 2006 and i'm still smoking free never done it again,I stopped drinking..well I do have a few shots few times a year new year,X mas,birthday,..last time I had a beer was 26 of march but wanking an d watching porn its like ...something cursed...and I so much want to stop doing it for as long as possible....:eek:
     
  2. Basic Plains

    Basic Plains Fapstronaut

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    the only way to quit is to keep getting up after you fall.I came so close to throwing in the towel a while back, but I didn't because that would be failing! you can do this man.
     
  3. NoMoreRelapses

    NoMoreRelapses Fapstronaut

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    As another member of this forum said before:

    Are you trying to stop pmoing? Yes? Well then you are doing it wrong.
    If you are trying, than you are ok with the thought that you might fail.

    DON'T TRY IT, DO IT!



    "You wanna be this, you wanna be that, well then grab your fucking nuts and be it!"

    -Greg Plitt
     
  4. Aliman8

    Aliman8 Fapstronaut

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    Yeah man its easy to decid ebut when it comes to keeping it ...its like balancing on the line one wrong body twist and you re falling down:-(
    Failed again...sorry guys.Here goes the account of it-went naked to sleep and woken up with good erection...its pulled me through like air out of punched tyre ....shame on me cos I know these twisty turns quite well still they manage to trow me off the road:-(Will I ever be able to control them?the ancients were right when said that it is most difficult thing to control myself....
    Thank you yellowtimo for believing in me :)
     
  5. SuperTrooperRick

    SuperTrooperRick New Fapstronaut

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    I've had a really hard time breaking out of relapsing every couple of days. But I've been trying to come on here every time I feel like slipping up, and reading what others are going through helps me resist the urge. Today didn't work out so well for you, but just try to stay clean the rest of the day. You'll make it through this.
     
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