Escorts vs relationship

Me, a guy who hasn't ever had an actual relationship here, but has seen my share of escorts. This is day 1 for me. Anyways
I had a great time with a lady yesterday. She was fun. Very talkative and wasn't bossy or anything like that. And very reasonable on money etc. She and I had fun.
But that is about maybe as good as it will get guys if you do plan on seeing an escort guys.
So finding love or anything outside of that zone and your looking for it in the wrong place. So for an addict like myself, it isnt helping me in that area. I do need to keep away from it. Today I made a few threads about getting back on track to where I need to be. I haven't had many alerts today. But I will just say, I need your support to help me change. I know having a girlfriend would be alot better. I know if I had a girlfriend I wouldn't be doing what I did. I know their are girls but maybe I just need to get to work on finding them. It isn't easy but maybe if that is what it takes to find her then that's just what I will have to do. I'll have to work hard and step up my game.