Man, I really feel you on this one. It’s hard to keep moving forward when it doesn’t seem like it’s worth it or like you’re making any progress. What I’ve found very helpful for me is searching within myself and seeing if I can just be enough for myself. Yes relationships are important but they’ll never mean anything if you don’t have a good relationship with yourself. It’s important to remember that you don’t really need to “achieve” anything to feel whole. Billions of years of evolution have added up to this point where you are right now. Being alive is a miracle in itself and just by being alive you have already “arrived,” there’s nowhere else you need to go in life just to be yourself. I hope you find this helpful man sorry for rambling.