Welcome, good to see you here, dear friend. Dunno how to start this... some information I suppose: I'm a 16 y.o. guy from Hungary (Please for the love of God, don't make that joke, thank you), I've been struggling with porn addiction since 2013, and with "sissy hypnosis" since 2015. On the other side of the table I'm having to deal with moderate poverty and crippling loneliness. This probably all sounds quite worrying but I already had my fair share of fighting with depression and I've come out victorious, so no suicidal thoughts as far as the eyes can see. It's not the same story regarding self doubt, however as starting my PMO is part of my decision to try and become an allround better person, as it involves quitting my addictions, but in eleven days I've relapsed 3 times already. I'm currently on my 4th day of PMO, and it's my 4th try, still going strong, but I've noticed that I simply don't have enough willpower to do my daily tasks besides doing PMO. For example, I can not wake up early, I sleep well over 10 hours a day but still, I have trouble getting out of bed or I'm unable to simply sit down and learn for mondays' tests, and so on. I wonder if that's going to change any time soon. Anyways, good to have you here, and remember: If you know anything that could be helpful, feel free to leave a comment, or whatever you please.