Hello guys! (and gals ) Today is day 2 of my summer challenge. I decided to create a new thread, so people can more easily follow along if they want to! First, a little bit about myself, for those who don't know me: I am now 19 years old and I have been battling my porn addiction for over 4 years. I am Christian, and can't beat this addiction out of my own strength: I need the Holy Ghost. I am autistic, highly intelligent and hypersensitive. The latter makes it very easy to relapse when I've had a lot of impressions made on me: I get tired and exhausted quickly. Oh, and I am Dutch. I learnt English mostly from practice on the internet, and a bit at school. The day before yesterday, my year ended. I did a unique education of one year, that teaches a lot of different things, from a Christian perspective. It was great! One week before, after another relapse, I started making plans for this challenge. I did relapse three or four times (I took count, but I haven't got my notebook here right now) before I decided that I would start early. This means today is only day 2, but I've been clean for a couple of days more. So here's what I'm going to do: I won't relapse. For as long as possible. And relapse, to me in this challenge, means having orgasm while I'm awake. So no masturbation without porn either. I made a document in Dutch, that describes my approach. I as such don't think I need to write it out in its entirety here. I'll explain parts when they're relevant. What I will say now is that every morning, as the first thing I do on the internet, besides optionally checking and sending messages on Hangouts, is write here, in anticipation of the day. Every evening that I use the internet between 8 and 9 o'clock (which will be most evenings), I will write a post here, looking back on my day. Sounds good, right? I've got friends to help me along, and I wish to tell my mother as well (I usually don't tell her about things related to my addiction), but it could really help to have some people following along here as well!