Distrustful of women in general

Thanks bro, I really needed to hear that at this moment. I felt like giving up on myself and to know that I'm not alone motivates me to not quit. Plenty of people on here are repulsed that these events have happened in my life and I've been letting them eat away at my mind for so long (Approximately 3 years now). This is my way of expressing my views on loneliness instead of doing more negative things in real life that won't help me succeed. I'd rather be judged on here for expressing my views instead of hurting people I come across in real life. It isn't healthy for me to harbor those emotions, so I will keep making efforts to succeed instead of quitting on myself.