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distorted sexual life

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by samismsm, Jun 23, 2019.

  1. Jun 23, 2019 #1
    samismsm

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    I'm 31 yo straight male. Since I was 13, I have a paraphilia, a combination of masochism and fetishism. The life ist getting harder for me. Till now no real relationship, although I'm suffering because of loneliness. Since 2017 I'm porn addict, my phantasies are shifting very fast. I get no erection in real life (only when I watch Porn). To put it in other words, I have Porn induced erectile Dysfunction, sexual masochistic disorders and Porn addiction. I tried a lot to get out of it but I failed.

    Because I think I'm a loser in the real life and because of my fear of the loneliness in the future I have depression. The suicidale thoughts are growing in my mind and that's why I'm scared to death.

    I need Help! I'm out of control.
     
    samismsm, Jun 23, 2019
    samismsm, Jun 23, 2019
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  2. Jun 23, 2019 #2
    Florida Freedom

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    dont give up! You are stronger than this addiction. You are right to be scared...…………if you keep going down the same road it leads to more and more depravity. I find myself tempted by things now that never would have been able to lodge into my mind years ago. Keep fighting and stop the slide backwards...………...your boat is taking on water, take your bucket and start bailing it out, one bucket at a time.
     
    Florida Freedom, Jun 23, 2019
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