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disgustingly antisocial

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by noonoon, Jan 22, 2017.

  1. noonoon

    noonoon Fapstronaut

    I love people. I really do. But not now. Right now I just want to hide in my room and do absofreakin nothing but watch porn and fap.
    the idea of "hanging out" rather terrifies me. Not usually. But i just got off a substantial bender of porn gluttony and am saturated in guilt and shame.
    Do i have a problem? obviously. You might classify it as addiction or mental retardation. whatever.
    So now i'm going to quite. again. I know what is in store for me. For the next several days i'll have withdrawl. I'll start to feel better too, but the withdrawl means i'll get angry and upset for strange reasons. I won't be able to trust my feelings. I won't be able to trust my thoughts.
    I'm screwed. I have to socialize. I have things to do. But how?
    Wish that i could hide away.
    But i'm not normally like this. It's the porn. it's the fapping. I hate it. But, obviously, i love it too. i'm addicted in the worst freakin way.
    I have no idea how i'm going to quit. All my usual barriers are currently gone. It's just me and my computer and all the toilet paper in the world.
    Any suggestions?
     
  2. JustinX

    JustinX Fapstronaut

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    Good news, do you know that there is a pill and if you keep taking it you became more sociable, less shy, social anxiety diminished and you start to socialize not because "have to socialize" (as you wrote) but because you really like it. It simply make you happier to speak with others, with girls. In general it makes your life happier. Right now it might sound strange, totally alien but this is exactly what the pill do. You will feel like you were blind (for years) but now you can finally see. I was taking that pill I was experiencing that. How much would you pay for such pill? What would you do to get that pill that makes you life happy and not miserable as now?
    Another good news, pills dont cost any money. But you will still have to pay for them: by not masturbating (while taking them). That's the only cost and you body get those pills for free, on its own. So back to original question - How much would you pay for them? Is it too expensive price for having happy life, finding girlfriend and living the life you really want. Only you know the answer.
     
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  3. noonoon

    noonoon Fapstronaut

    Awesome reply. Food for thought!
     
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  4. You know what the problem is? We've spent way too much time in fantasy land, in our heads. You need to stop PMO alltogether and bring that energy down again. You need to ground yourself again and make a connection with mother Earth again. Don't let porn take your life away from you. It's not worth it. Be that alpha male who loves real women.
     
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