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Discovering myself and realizing why I truly joined this NoFap!! :)

Discussion in 'Self Improvement' started by thegrandmaster, Jan 7, 2015.

  1. thegrandmaster

    thegrandmaster Fapstronaut

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    So, I'm a 16 y/o and this is my longest streak ever.
    Whatever streak you achieve its of no use until you realize why you actually did this!
    I started PMO because I wanted to get rid of my piece-of-shit attitude towards life and I was truly headed for a disaster. After this journey of mine I realize that I dont need Porn to be the person I always wanted to be. I DONT NEED TO FAP TO PORN in order to have the life I always imagined for myself.
    This journey is truly amazing - I now feel like I connect to my real emotions in a healthier way.
    "Masturbating to Internet Porn" sounds arousing and the first thing that comes to my mind is the orgasm but being like a NORMAL person is important for me and it makes me happy to know that I can be whoever I wanna be!!!
    When I did PMO it kinda felt like "Whoa, man this is not me". It felt like all of those fake hot chicks, the big dicks and whatever else there is had covered my soul and I was no longer myself.
    I wanted to be free from that cage! All those MO streaks that I made and I still remember them like "Mo'ing 9 times in a single day" sounded proud when you crack the news to your so-called "friends" but deep down I felt like a sad, depressed guy who just wanted to be happy and successful in his academics!!!
    Well, now I know what I am and what I should be doing!
    This forum is truly amazing knowing that you can share your true feelings and emotions with people who care!!!
    YOU MAKE YOURSELF WHO YOU ARE AND YOU CAN CHANGE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW!!!
     
  2. jazzphanatic

    jazzphanatic Fapstronaut

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    I admire your courage and bravery for posting such an awesome testimony, man! It's very encouraging to see a young man taking a stand to better himself. Much luck to you bro!
     
  3. abc95

    abc95 Fapstronaut

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    That was very sincere and brave of your part man, very happy to read such a great testimony from a young man. The community shall be always here to support you. Good luck on your journey. Best regards and stay strong!
     
  4. bandanana

    bandanana Fapstronaut

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    Great testimony man. I'm glad you started this challenge at a young age, you got a lot of potential ahead of you!
     
  5. thegrandmaster

    thegrandmaster Fapstronaut

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    Thank you guys! This motivates me so much and I just hit the 21 day mark!!! ;)
     

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