Did I relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Nanni, May 23, 2019.

  1. Nanni

    Nanni Fapstronaut

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    I've got a question, and I'm a little bit worried...

    Several times during my journey, I found on youtube, goggle or everywhere provocative pics of girls, actresses, trainers, etc. And I didn't MO at all. Even though I hardly resisted to MOing, shal I consider it as a relapse anyway because I felt provocated and I searched just some infos of these people?

    Frankly when this happened I gradually looked at porn images, but this time, during my journey, I resisted to it, and I "got content" of it because I didn't wanna come back.

    Should I reset my counting?
     
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  2. Justinix

    Justinix New Fapstronaut

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    Don't focus on counter. It doesn't matter. Just forget that you looked those pics
     
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  3. What lifestyle will connect you to your best self?
     
  4. Nanni

    Nanni Fapstronaut

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    So you're telling me that it's not a relapse, just a risky situation, don't you? Anyway I can get no peace with myself, because I wanna be honest with me.
     
  5. Nanni

    Nanni Fapstronaut

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    I don't understand your question
     
  6. Captain!

    Captain! Fapstronaut

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    Ussually if the question arises it is possiblly what it is. U intended to look at it, u have awareness that it is provocative but yet u stalk them, this is plain "edging".
     
  7. Nanni

    Nanni Fapstronaut

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    Finally an a
    So shall I start from 0 again?
     
  8. Perhaps i should have asked this question first: are you fielding opinions or do you want to know the definitive answer?
     
  9. Captain!

    Captain! Fapstronaut

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    For me, in my honest opinion, start zero. Be authentic, be vigilant stay away in a snap, take away the temptation from 0.9 seconds out of your mind if it take long, be honest to yourself that u r evading it, fighting it, punch a wall, hold ur breath, do what ever it takes not to be slave/consumed by lust.
     
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  10. If you intentionally looked at sexual pics/videos it's a relapse
     
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