Did 200 days hardmode

Ok I did that. Wasnt that hard, but it was my 2nd year of trying.

What was good about it was:

Bigger motivation to do things
Good mood
Improved looks
Improved self confidence
Improved mental clarity

Life was good, at least relatively, compared to before and after

My sexual disfunctions improved, I was able to finish inside a girl afterwards.
I started with total PIED 2 years back
After year I had delayed ejaculation, unable to finish inside a girl

Now I have premature ejaculation, which is ok, because at least this way u can have kids and before u could not.
Im sure If I wanted and tryed and tryed my premature E would get better.
In fact it got better during the 3 weeks of mating.

Than I said no more!

I did not enjoy returning back to depleted state of mind and body and decided to break up.
So this is just a memory. My streak ended few weeks back with a girl and to ME it was not worth it, thus Im back to hard mode.

But now I know Im basically a fully functional man in terms of sex. Thats what I wanted from a start. No more worries and hidden fear. I can now speak about sex with ppl. Im not scared of sex and failure.

And Ive learned that for me... its good to keep the semen for myself. At least for now.

So yea, its worth it and it works.

NoFap will cure u, it will motivate u to do whatever u want/need to do...

I started with NoPMO when I was 34. Almost a virgin. Heavy fapper for Id say 24 years... unable to get girl, speak to girl, scared of real sex, scared of sex topics, messed up in my head

Now Im better and I know better.

 

Im glad it gives u hope Spirit, its the only reason why I posted it. Numbers mean nothing to me anymore, in relation to a success(story)...

Anyway.

When I started 2 years back I havent slept for 20 days. Thats what I remember.

I have anxiety and esp depression when I dont follow NoPMO regime. So even now as I write, because I had too much sex with a girl during those 3 weeks.

But withdrawals... yes I was unable to enjoy anything. I was just droning thru time.. counting days, trying to not relapse.. day after day, hour after hour.

2 years back tho!

This streak.. I had none of that

 

So it was worth it.. putting it out there! Im glad about it.

I almost ended up not posting it

 

Well, hard mode is what heals u and 14 days is not much. So hang on!!! Give it a month. Its a brain balance we talk about. It changes slowly. Its counted in months.

When I stopped weed, I felt like that for 6 months. So whatever. Dont think in numbers. Months fly. Go on and wait and trust the process. Every day is better than the previous one.

I remember jack sh!t about my suffering honestly. I guess I blocked it somehow during the process.

Edit: walks in nature and swimming in cold water helps to speed it up. Ive spend 2 years in a cold river almost every day.. my journey is longer than 2 years. 2 years is just PMO...