Day One

Hi, my name is Jeremy. I am 17 going on 18 and I am addicted to masturbation. Ever since the past year I began to masturbate anywhere from 4-5 times a day depending on what I'm doing that day. I became depressed and felt that spankin my meat would make me feel better, but in all reality, it's just making things worse. I don't have a girlfriend and I haven't been talking to many girls lately. It seems to me that my addiction to porn clouded my view of women completely, and I want that to change. I've tried many times to stop, but the most days I went without choking the chicken was only 4, and wow did I feel at my peak of self esteem then. I've noticed that when I don't masturbate I have much more energy to be more productive and go out. Today is day 1 for me to quit my addiction, and I'm glad I'm in a community that has people with the same problems that I do.