Day 81 no porn NoFap. What a trip

So like I'm on day 81 of no masturbation and no porn.

It's been a crazy ride but goddamn it's been good. I'm proud so say I've reached the 2 goals(reasons) of why I started the program from the beginning.

I used to have a weak erection each and eveey time I wore condoms and I couldn't shit if I stated decently hard. Right now? Damn!!

Able to use condoms and enjoy them. I spend most of the time connecting with my girlfriend during sex I hardly thunk at all like I used to when I struggled to stay hard while using condoms and imagining other girls while having sex. It used to be so bad but now that has all stopped.

Sex for me now is all about feeling and conncection, hard to control. I've learnt to also communicating with my girlfriend after sex or just cuddling with her.

I'm literally over porn, I never think about it and even when I do it's just an eewww moment. And for the fact that I've been losing out in all this all my teenage years has made me despise porn and masturbation. I only get blow jobs from my girlfriend and my sensetivity had grow so bad that during BJ's I just go crazy and ask her to stop coz it's toooooo sensetive but nice as Fuck.

I enjoy being with people more especially my girlfriend and since I've been liftuli weights for nearly a year now my body and personality just go hand in hand and I'm what girls always wanna stare at. Though I'm very committed to my women.

NoFap has been a life changer for me I'm just happy I got my sex drive back, I'm happy I found a special someone in the process and I'm able to satisfy her emotionally and sexually.

I cannot tell you how many times I've relapsed to get here. How many tumes I've created excuses to make myself feel better about masturbation just to get a gap for the day. Depression and anxiety, those are part of my life and nofap can't fix them as they are inflicted by people around me. But my self esteem has even boosted by this. I've never felt so confident about myself till I started this.

This damn fao thing is a trap and if U do not decide to get out today then you will still be in it tomorrow. We all live life based on our decisions and the big question is.... What's yours going to be?

Thank you for now
see you on Day 100

 

Nope! No lube. Thank you

 

Hey thanks. I'm glad you could read and understand it because I just noticed this autocorrect has made me make plenty spelling errors. But anyway thanks a lot and remember to never give up.