Hey yall. This is my No.66 day of nofap. I can feel the body energy circulating evenly within. Although I feel lonely when I am alone, I sensed that I have a reservoir of energy to tap into in case I might encounter with friends and girls that I like in the future. It was indeed a struggle for me to achieve 66 days of nofap. I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder and taking meds right now. I am an extremely sensitive male in terms of sensing social situations. That leads to my somehow extreme personality. I would have the motive to sleep with a cute girl I like right after I met her or I would respect and worship a girl too much to start a friendly convo with her. And FYI, I am from China so this type of personality is strongly discouraged in a relatively conservative society. I feel down right now, but still, I wish I could keep going strong. Anyone can relate?