Day 33 (The way to break 140 past record and Freedom).

What is in my mind ?
Well , that wasn't easy to reach day 33 after binge but thank god i am here , also i am not on a hard mode as i masturbated 3 times during the 33 days but without any porn or any sexual stimulation , i just did cause my sexual organ was crying for help , i felt too congested so i made a rule to masturbate after each 12 days so i control my actions and after i achieve 60 days of no pmo i will extend the period to be 20 days instead of 12 , from experience i can tell you guys that it's the good solution to do like me because it's so risky and it may slow your progress as you rewire your brain to sex again , so i don't suggest it to you .
-As for Positive things is that i have more time than before , i feel self control and self-esteem than before my confidence is increasing but not so rapid , my mind is clearer than before . finally wish me luck guys in my Journey.
Why i am doing this :
1-First of all is to live in god's grace and improve my relationship with him.
2-To restore self-esteem and stop abasing and undervaluing my self.
3-To build real confidence.
4-To have a healthy brain.
5-To prepare myself for marriage.
6-To be more social , especially with ladies.
7-To increase self awareness and self control.

My weapons are :
1- God's word.
2- Your support,help and feedback.
3- My own strategies and way of planning.
4- Future Fear.

My Goals are :
1) 12 days of no pmo . Done
2) 20 days of no pmo . Done
3) Short goal is 30 days of no pmo .
4) 50 days of no pmo .
Prayers are requested guys , your support really means a lot for me .