Day 30

i have made it to day 30 and i am pretty happy with myself.

There were some falls (engaged in sexually explicit talk) but i bless my falls as i learn from each of them.

this is a slow process but it has been a full month since i last orgamsed, or used porn, or masturbated, i havent even had a wet dream.

As far as benefits goes, because i have had longer streaks, i havent noticed a huge amount.

i have had a lot of temptations. but i am determined to succeed.

the way i see it is as sinners we are messed up anyways, but porn makes us even more messed up. it distorts our views of sex, our sexualities, destroys marriages, robs us of our potential and leads to general moral chaos and death.

i am never going back to it. i am never going back to the gay lifestyle.

i am a new person, i honour and bless myself because i am good.

 

hey thank you. I've never had PIED. but i pray you overcome it man.