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Day 19

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Smithious, Jul 23, 2017.

  1. Smithious

    Smithious New Fapstronaut

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    I'm a married guy and 39 years of age. Porn was a big part of my life on a daily basis. I had no intimacy (not just sex but cuddling and kissing) with my wife probably due to the porn.
    Because I found myself alone in the house I often just browsed porn. Not just once a day but often.. some days I spent over 2 hours looking for the perfect video and edging. Nothing ever satisfied the urge and I felt that it was going out of control. I am Now on day 19 and starting to feel healthy and happy, even my wife kissed me on the cheek out of the blue. My sister in laws act differently around me and even female strangers have been admiring and smiling at me... my wife has noticed this and is jokingly getting jealous. She said to me "what's going on,don't they know you belong to me"
    I like this attention and feel good... I'm not sure what the flatline is but at the moment I'm on a high and have more time to get stuff done from not wasting hours viewing porn.
    Can women sense this?
     
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  2. Steve Sancteria

    Steve Sancteria Fapstronaut

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    Everyone can feel you being happy, it´s that smile from inside everyone can't see but feel. A positive aura where people go like "I don't know why but this guy has such a positive aura to me"

    A suggestion from my side, maybe write down how you feel currently, these positive experiences etc.
    Cause once you are in flatline, you should remind yourself what is waiting for you if you keep pushing through.
    Also good to know, someone told me once "flatline is when healing takes place", that´s rly motivating when all the great benefits make holidays just for a period of time, until they arive back, being better than ever before :)
     
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  3. Smithious

    Smithious New Fapstronaut

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    I'll follow this advice! Thanks man
     
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