Day 1 here we go again...storm is over (after 7 days of severy depression)

life sucks!! not always but most of the time... I failed at day 18... after that, I have been like crazy I have been messing up hours and hours of waching porn masturbation I been like a zombie crazy for sex nothing on my mind but porn porn that's so crazy I am taking control of my mind again today ......I feel sad but better depressed but hopeful ....I got my mind back I don't want to lose it ....everyone keep strong....this is not easy at all!!!! this is me coming out of the dark!!! I WILL NOT QUIT THIS BATTLE!!!