Confess

Hi all,

This is my brief confession about relapsing. Last year I went 3 months without PMO, I felt amazing. At the end of the third month a tragic event happened in my life. This resulted on me being out of the country in a hotel, alone, at that very moment when I was most the vulnerable I relapsed. Since then I have managed 2 week, 1 week and now only 3-4 day streaks of NoFap.

I feel mentally weak, I cave in to cravings easily and don't put up much of a fight. I am ashamed of myself and hope I can find the strength within to start taking this seriously again. Some evenings I stay up late to FAP instead of sleeping with my beautiful partner, some mornings I wake up early and PMO. I hate this side of myself and it fills me with great shame.

My partner is aware of my addiction but I don't think that she realizes the severity of it.

Feel free to comment and/or post a confession of your own.

 

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