Can't Help it ? Well, you can !

It's only been day One and Going through day 2. But, there's already been quite a handful of times that I was tempted to go back to watch Porn, somehow then, I just remembered my goal, and I thought to myself that "This is who I am ! And I am going to change for Good !" ; and hence I got the topic out of my mind and became quite fresh all again (Proud of myself that I was able to control my cravings !). So, from my experience that I have, I feel that, No matter how hard you control and may try to keep yourself away from Cravings and Distractions and Stuff that you find intriguing, They are always going to come back again, and its ultimately up to you to decide if you want to stand up for yourself, or let yourself down.

Now, Even if you had let yourself down, and relapsed, Don't ever worry [ But, that doesn't just kind of give you the permission to do so ! Try your best not to relapse ]. It's a journey you are into, and that there can be ups and downs, but you have to get back going if you want to reach your destination !

Cheers, Good Luck !

 

Yeah, well ! Right now, I am Kind of thinking of Working out and Reading out Books (Still haven't tried them out !), but, I am too lazy right now. I think I have to get started now, Shouldn't I ? I had worked out for 2 years fully and had a Great Body, But due to PM, I have slowly started to get off from it ! I really have to get started right away ! Thanks !

 

It's been sometime, and I already feel happy and peaceful for the number of days without PM is increasing ! But, once in a while I am getting into to fantasising about being in love with the girl I love the most, and like talking to her ! I feel so great and feel chills down my spines and I am kind of loving that feeling ! Should I tell her that I like her, or Should I not ? I am kind of getting back to being normal, and it's hugely due to the support of everyone here and, Life without PMO is amazing. I even controlled my urges to watch Porn, and that Temptation is only for a matter of 5 minutes or so, after that, You have the satisfying emotion of having been controlling over your addictions ! Music is helping me greatly i this Journey ! I am hoping to start reading as well, as soon as the book I have ordered reaches me.

Finally I am again beginning to Enjoy life again, and Again I am bound to thank everyone here, for had it not been for them, I wouldn't have made it even this far.
It may seem to you like 3 days going without PM is not a big thing, It sure is for me, for I have never been less distracted, and more focussed, like I am now. I had been without PM before too, before coming to Nofap, but, after coming here, I am not thinking about P&M more at all ! Maybe it's because you get to share your feelings with others like you and knowing that they are there to help you !
Anyways, Cheers ! Good Luck on getting out of this Habit to everyone !