Can't get aroused by real women

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Chirokee, Apr 18, 2019.

  1. Chirokee

    Chirokee Fapstronaut

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    Hi! My story real quick. When I was 13 I got addicted to porn and masturbated around 4-5 times a week. It was because of stressful situation at home. My dad is an alcohol addict and used to scream a lot. I couldn't last longer than a week without masturbation. Then I went to Uni and it didn't get much better. Until last May when I started to work as a waiter. At that time I was 20. Magically I stopped to masturbate but my libido went so low that I wasn't interested sexually in anything. Through the rest of the year I masturbated few times to check if l can get a boner. So every time I tried it was really hard without porn. Just to fantasies and photos of real hot girls I knew. It took me around 20-30 minutes and wasn't very satisfying. I tried once to porn and it was an instant boner. Then thoughout October to February I was in a distant relationship. We tried to have sex few times but I couldn't get it hard, even though the girl was soooo hot and she really liked to have sex. Then I ended that relationship. I got close to few girls later but didn't feel aroused at all. I started to doubt my sexuality. Now it's April. I tried to masturbate few times just for fun but it wasn't really that good. I just got tired. Tonight my friend came to me. I didn't know her intentions but all I did was to tell her how badly I feel about myself and hugged her a lot. I don't really know if she wanted to have sex with me because she has got a boyfriend. I hit the gym in January and changed my diet for better. It takes so long. I don't know what to do. I really would like to have satisfying sex experience. Meeting with girls is so stressful. Any ideas how to get out of this shitty situation?
     
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  2. Theamos

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    Is porn still part of your life
     
  3. Chirokee

    Chirokee Fapstronaut

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    No it is not. But I didn't do anything particular to stop watching porn. I just started to work as a waiter. Spend more time with people and in last 10 months I had no urges to watch porn. However my sex drive is so low since then that I am not sexually interested in anybody. It is making me so depressed.
     
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  4. Abetterbrain

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    Go see a doctor. Explain that your libido is low and can he check your hormones.
     
  5. Chirokee

    Chirokee Fapstronaut

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    I'll do this next week and let you know if it is a problem with hormones!
     
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  6. SirErnest

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    Many people here say there is a 'flatline' where sex drive plummets for quite a long time.
    Look it up, and try not to worry!
     
  7. Chirokee

    Chirokee Fapstronaut

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    Yes but it is actually a year now. I don't think flatline should be so long.
     
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  8. delhiboy

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    Its ok man, dont be so stressed. I think you are pretty normal. Get a girlfriend first get close to her and smell her hair kiss her neck and if still you feel like not doing anything more go to doctor.
     
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  9. Chirokee

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    Okay! Thank you very much. A good word like that really helps!
     
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