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Can PMO start to leak into just MO / daydreaming fantasies? (Spiking badly!)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Zamyou, May 5, 2014.

  1. Zamyou

    Zamyou Fapstronaut

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    Heya, i've been OCD:ing about this question..

    Is it possible ur PMO tastes start to drop into ur everyday thoughts? Or could this just be my OCD? Or do i really have an innate fetish for this?

    The fetish i have started recently and before this i dont recall ever being into it. But now when i watch porn my mind shifts towards getting off quicker to this fetish.. i can get off to straight stuff too if i focus.. the problem is that if i fantasize about this i can get hard just by thinking about this fetish, when im testing in my mind if i'm getting aroused by it. I feel distressed, anxious, afraid and sad i get reactions to this material and ED towards women.

    On noFap i've noticed this fetish is kindof not popping up like it used to and the thoughts about women re-emerge.. if i decide to MO, it's bcause i want to visualize having sex with a woman.

    I'm really scared i've done something irreversible or that i'm really into this kind of stuff, because i feel its not who i am and i feel OCD:y about it!! I dont wanna feel like this i want the old me back!!

    Help plz!!
     

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