Blaming him for my "Alcohol dependency"

My doctor asked about my alcohol usage. I honestly said one or two beers a day to cool off and relax at night. She then asked me to take a drug test. Apparently I have a high alcohol usage and dependency. I'm currently in between antidepressants which is probably why it's high at all, but today really brought me back to day one - blaming my husband's PA for ruining my life. I never had any depression or migraines or regular drinking before D-Day, and now my permanent record says I have an alcohol dependency and I was accused of using drugs. It took me months to get my head out of the past but today I feel like I'm spiraling back to day one. My husband is blindsided and doesn't know what to say. I don't know what to do. Thanks for letting me vent.

 

I'm up at 330 am wondering the same thing. My guess is she thought my "regular alcohol usage" warranted the drug test. My husband thinks I should stop going because it's insulting.