Being gay and muslim and trying to reboot is like hell

It's okay bro, at least you took the time to read and comment and trying to help, i appreciate that.

 

Thank you man. I'm moving forward one day at a time, some days are harder than others, i just hope i won't slip and do something that i will deeply regret that's all.

 

It goes beyond the looks(penis, muscles, butt, boobs and all that), i can't really explain why i'm attracted to men,i don't think anybody will ever know, also it's safe to say that every person in this world had some 'weird experience or feelings' during adolescence,i actually used to think that as soon as my adolescence phase end (15- 17) i will start getting attracted to women but no, from as long as i can remember ( 5 years old) to this day men always been my attraction.

 

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I'm keeping myself very busy bro, i'm currently learning to code, i'm always kind to people and animals, i daily give food to stray cats in my neighborhood. Thank you for your encouragement.

 

Hey JoeYo, what project do you have for the future? Do you want to get married or you want to stay single beacause you feel nothing for women?(if you don't want to answer don't do it)

 

I can never get married bro, there is no way in hell i will marry someone that doesn't even give me a boner lol, and it wouldn't be right to the woman either, women deserve someone who is attracted to them sexually, someone who can do them right if you understand what i mean, the only future i have now is to get a job and get my own place, that is all i'm thinking about, it's okey bro you can ask me whatever you want, you can start a private conversation if you want, good luck on your reboot.

 

As long as you avoid PMO, then it will help you. You may not be gay but going through a phase.

 

Don't be ridiculous! How can you be going through a phase from the age of 5, if not younger?

 

Wow man you easily solved the problem, i have been fooling myself for the last 25 years, you should be psychologist and help gay people around the world lol

 

Well you may have felt different when you were 5 or 4 years old. Anyway young children do not have sexual attraction developed yet.

I do know people that used to think they were gay, but now are married to women and have children. One of the guy said he does not desire to be with another man anymore and desires his wife.

 

Living in denial unfortunately has always been the case of a lot of gay men , especially in muslim countries, no wonder some of them kill themselves later in life, very sad.

 

Well there are also cases of straight married men that turn gay, just as there are cases of gay men have a loving relationship of the opposite sex. Sexual preference can be fluid.

There was a study from ( http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubm... ) found that "57% of the youths remained consistently self-identified as gay/lesbian, 18% transited from bisexual to gay/lesbian, and 15% consistently identified as bisexual over time."

Another study of young sexual minority women found ( http://psycnet.apa.org/journals/... ) found that in a two-year period "Half of the participants changed sexual-minority identities more than once, and one third changed identities since the first interview.... Most women pursued sexual behavior consistent with their attractions, but one fourth of lesbians had sexual contact with men between the two interviews."

 

They didn't "turn gay", they either were bisexual to begin with or just in denial like i said before, i didn't make this post because i was in doubt of my sexualty, i know who i am and what like, i don't know why so many guys in here having hard time accepting the fact that men can be gay simple.

 

Of course if you believe you are gay then you are then. I have met a few gay muslims before.

I have nothing more to say except I wish you well and will pray for you.

 

Thank you bro. Good luck on your reboot.