At a certain point there’s nothing left to say...

I just have to avoid temptation, manage getting triggered WITHOUT relapsing, and fill my life with good things. No one and nothing is going to come in and “rescue” me. God will help, but I have to help myself. I have to work with the greater Plan that is unfolding before my own eyes at each passing moment.

The hard part is dealing with low self esteem and the fact that I have almost no friends.

It is time to set some goals.

I’m going to stay with the positive uplifting part of this message. I have to do the work, it won’t get done by itself, and no one else can do this for me. And, God has a Plan and I’m in it. He is guiding me and somehow this all means something. I think I can give this another day.