Asian, Overachieving, Depressed--(30D)--Calm, Grounded, Hopeful, PE Exercise

By seating in the public and focus on your things, you will feel concentrated and whenever there is a connection with someone, you will have the courage to talk to them. It's magical if you just focus on your things.

 

Feeling tired now.

Loneliness is a bitch. Moving to this country years back and make no real friends. I moved around LA, SF, NYC and completed my Ivy League undergrad degree and make everything on resume shine as much as possible. I buy friends dinners and host hiking activities and parties but,

...there is just simply no true friends to hop on the phone and talk...

I am an over-achiever. We probably all are in that regard. But I tend to over think too and under do. I worry day and night what I will become and I will not stop until I am tired. I feel like I need a shrink (I do have therapists).

Now it seems like having friends is more important than having achievements. My 118D streak is pretty good. But what's next? 200? It should be easy. But what's the true meaning of this?

 

Thanks man. Sometimes I really think of it, there are people who would want to hang out. It's just that everybody is so busy that it's hard to ask them to come out.