Are you ever angry at women(During no PMO)?

There is so much to read here on NoFap and as far as I know I've never come across comments related to this. I am trying to accept solitude to the best of my ability however sometimes when I go for a walks I end up becoming irritated or angry at women that pass by. No thoughts of sex cross my mind whatsoever and I don't make it obvious that that is what I am feeling though. Is this a part of the flat lining process? This isn't at all like my last reboot, now I'm having thoughts that things are better not being attracted at all. On the plus side when I get home I do exercise more.

 

Yes, thank you. I need to realize my expectations have always been through the roof and not rooted in reality. I hope as I continue clarity and self -control will help me become a more social creature.

 

Yeah, I'm done bullshitting and I just want to get straight to business. I don't want to watch my words while I do it too, my confidence is definitely coming back.

 

From the OG post I forgot to mention that I didn't have attached feelings of envy coupled with anger. Perhaps subconsciously long ago I thought women had it easy but I don't agree with this guys viewpoint. It shouldn't be limited to only 2 paths, there should also be a third path where both parties work towards improving themselves together. Maybe it's my young mind but I fantasize about a normal relationship, not one that's purely focused on sex. I'm also depressed and I occasionally think I should give in to absolute sadness, I'm already damaged goods, both figuratively and physically, anger is fading to defeat.

 

I usually hate these vids for 2 good reasons.
1. They make it seem ridiculously easy.
2. I can feel like it's almost disingenuous and condescending.

 

I cannot see things in that light, I believe people are formed by the environments they surround themselves and / or raised in. Some women do not see themselves as mothers or do not believe they could truly nurture a child properly. It is also foreign to me to strictly say their nature exhibits chastity and humility as well. I do not believe I am being "attacked." I had mentioned in previous writings that perhaps unconsciously I was envious but never felt attacked or endangered. My stagnant anger and jadedness has passed now however this writing concerns me because it strikes me as too general, plenty of women aren't subservient to this system you refer to.

I cannot view one sex as more a victim then the other, you could argue the same exact thing for men as well. Men can be indulged in the bodily concept of life and may wear as little clothes as possible because we too realize that our skin will one day fade and wrinkle.

The mindset I usually stick with is that both sexes should give the same amount of effort in a relationship. I find it absolutely odd today that people hook up just with an app on their phone. They take another person at face value, an ordinary photo gives them a feeling whether or not they would like to sleep with that person. It is accepted immediately and the repercussions of applications and media today are not thought about instantly. This is why I can't specifically categorize people or outright label them. People are different and won't always be wiser or more collected when they age. Thanks to abstaining from PMO I have an even faster racing mind than I usually do. When it comes to discussions of PMO I may take certain on that, but not when it comes to the observation of the opposite sex.

 

I hope as I continue I see more beauty as well, I initially aimed for about a month but I feel like I could aim for 90 days. Best username by the way, best comedy that involves existentialism and infinite universes of horror.
Nobody belongs anywhere
Nobody exists on purpose
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