Anyone else do this?

hey, does anyone else keep making excuses to make themselves believe they don't have a porn addiction? like for me I tell myself I fap a lot because I have a high sex drive but if that was the case then I would be able to do it without porn. I usually watch it 1-2 times a day for about 1 hour each time, I'm not as bad as some but that is 1-2 hours per day wasted. Also noticed that I can still get hard but I'd say my EQ is 90% and when I wear a condom it's about 75%, I started with magazines when I was about 7 years old then started with porn videos when I was 10 or 11 so I definitely think I may be addicted. One of the main symptoms I don't have is enjoying porn more than sex cause I do prefer sex.

 

I always assumed that it was just the way my dick responded when wearing condoms but it makes sense that if I'm quite desensitized from porn and masturbation then a condom will desensitize me more. Definitely think I need to quit and I also make excuses to keep watching it which is definitely a sign of addiction, thanks for the reply mate.