Anybody else addicted to tranny porn?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Big dawg 21, Jun 28, 2017.

  1. Big dawg 21

    Big dawg 21 Fapstronaut

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    Ok so let me get this off my chest. Idk when I got into tranny porn. Or how. I must if came across it while veiwing milf asshole pictures or something. But as soon as I saw my first tranny porn I was hooked instantly. I got so far into it that when my friends would talk about real women porn stars. I didn't know half of them. Just the normal ones like Lisa Ann, Alexis Texas, Rachel start and so on. But if you were to ask me about tranny porn stars I could give you an extremely long list of famous and amateurs. I know it's crazy. But it's real and that's how far I let it take me over. I'm as straight as they come. But what use to get me going was seeing a slim tranny white or Latina. Idk why but the slim ones would make me hard as a rock and i would imagine doing all types of dirty things to them. Not suck dick or lick balls. But eat their ass out and fuck them with no condom. That type stuff. I would fantasize about raping a tranny as well. It got to the point where I told myself I might as well get an apartment and just fuck all the trannies I want and live my life that way. But that's no way I want to live. I would look at bbw trannies all the way to traps. Idk what makes me go so crazy over them. I could be on Google images looking at bbw milf asshole and all it takes is for me to scroll and see a sexy ass tranny bending over with her dick and balls dropping. And it will send me over the edge and I'll jack off non stop for at least 2 hours. Looking for the right scene or image. I had one relapse. Trying harder to do better though.
     
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  2. LavaMe

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    Lots of people get into this including me. For me I think it was the novelty and the forbiddenness of it. I looked at other fetish porn and eventually got to shemale porn. I would even look at gay porn. I know it isn't something I really want. If I'm just going about my day I don't really want that. In fact it repulsed me. I never wanted it until I stumbled upon it in porn. I only want it when I'm fapping. It is all a fantasy.
     
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  3. Big dawg 21

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    Thanks for the feedback man. I'm glad I'm in a place where I know I'm not the only one. And I'm the same way. I almost got tricked by a tranny once. But it wasn't until I told her to show me her vagina because I started getting suspicious. And she started getting nervous and getting mad. so I left immediately. If I really wanted to mess with transgender then that would of been my chance right there. The thought of ever having sex with a tranny in real life disgustes me. And I know if I ever where to actually do it. After I cum I would come to realization of what I just done and wouldn't be able to live with myself. I just want to shake this porn watching habit all together so I don't have to feel this way about myself anymore. And go back to being me.
     
  4. Malhal

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    I think the reason this happens is because we are searching for something we have not seen before and something 'dirtier' than we are used to. I used to love tranny porn...and then it moved on to interracial..both of which in real life I would never consider.
     
  5. AtomicTango

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    Like others have said in the thread, you arent genuinely aroused by shemales, more so the novelty of it. I see it as a kind of "porn spiral", where gradually a person will move from one type of porn to the next, slowly increasing in intensity and before they know it, they have gone from getting rock hard at girls in bikinis to needing to look at traps or something equally perverted to even feel anything. In much the same way eating fast food every day makes real food seem bad, indulging in extreme porn makes real women and realistic scenarios seem boring by comparison.
     
  6. fl.boricua.92

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    Thank you for sharing your thoughts, bro.

    Here's my experience with the same similar thing.

    I know myself long enough to know that my sexually has always been a little ambiguous.
    That being said, regular straight porn and porn-sub has ALWAYS satisfied my addiction.
    I never once felt curious to step outside my own sexuality and head towards gay porn or
    anything like that. In fact, I even freaked out once when I was 16, because I thought I
    might go gay because of porn. I never did.

    As far as transsexuals are concerned, studies show that gay men aren't interested in
    them. Sexual attraction is hormonal, and transsexual women have what it takes to attract
    a straight man. I know a trans woman personally, and I can say with confidence, that I am attracted
    to them. I was introduced to them through porn, but I never took it seriously. I avoided
    them, in fact, because people kept equating them to men. I was very paranoid about them, but I passed
    that. I don't know about you, but I can't call any person who becomes a woman, a "man".

    Whenever I did watch "shemale" porn, I had to do my best to dehumanize those people as much
    as possible. It's a lot easier to objectify trans women, because most people don't value them and see
    them as freaks. Trans attracted guys fall into the trap of becoming "tranny chasers", treated the women
    like fetish objects. The moment I realized this, I couldn't bring myself to watch those videos anymore.
    It made me feel like an asshole.

    No one, not a man or a "cis-woman", is more objectified through porn than the trans woman.
     
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  7. SavageDeathclaw

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    Hello, I too have dealt with a fetish for tranny porn for about 10 years now. I am able to get off to regular porn for the most part, however when I'm in a very deep binge period it's much easier to get off to tranny porn. I suspect this is because as others have pointed out, the novelty is appealing. I have another theory however that may be at least partially responsible. We are attracted to sissies, trannies etc because we're uncomfortable in our own masculinity. The fact that we are emasculating other men reaffirms our masculinity in our own minds. I will probably make a post later on my theories on how to combat this.
     
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  8. I'mBroken

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    BigDawg, this has been published about. I'm a GM, and as my PMO progressed I found myself watching MFM vids where the dudes were "Bi" and the F was just there as an extra to "Spit-Roast". (I frankly DON'T care about a person's orientation. They need to be happy inside and not putting a shotgun or Beretta in their mouths b/c society puts them down.) Then, I found myself watching MILF vids where there were 2 "Bi" M w/ her. I started years ago watching very "vanilla" gay M-M vids. But as time progress I needed, as has been described above, and in research more "exciting" vids to PMO to. It all goes back to those f-ing dopamine receptors we've all be abusing with PMO. Regardless of genre. As we deplete the receptors, we need more dopamine to get our "high". Your high was found in "tranny" P. It's great that you've discovered this and can react in a healthy way to combat it by a 'reboot'. I went as far as dropping $100's to find real life dopamine release in NYC.
     
  9. Ridkid

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    Infact this habit of watching porn am already addicted to it that I can't even stop it again.most time I ask for forgiveness and I also repent but b4 three days am attracted to it again.This happens weekly to me. Now am fed up, and it has been affecting my manhood Koz I used to masturbate for about 6times a week for the past four years now. An am having low erectile dysfunction. Now what can I do
     
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  11. Jabba Le'Butt

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    Well, you can't really date a tranny, because they can't have kids, even if they're a female to male and still have a vag, the hormones fuck them up. An interest like this has to go, you're not going to date trannies. I understand why you like this, that hentai shit with the futanari got me pretty hard, but even so, any sort of porn that pulls you in that deep, is definitely not healthy. It's an addiction, it controls you, and something like that controlling you is like a random fool of the street trying to fly an airplane, it'll just crash.
     
  12. Darth Buji

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    I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND. I don't even know how I got into it, but I started watching tranny porn around a year ago, and have returned to it regularly ever since.

    I feel a lot of shame and guilt after I jack off to it, but the weird taboo and eroticism of the whole ordeal keeps roping me back. I watched the ones where dudes get fucked by the T and ones where the T gets fucked by the dude, and I don't even completely understand my motivations for watching that.

    I feel less alone with this thread, although I don't really know how to quit it for good. I've been PMO free for 3 weeks, and I fight the urges every day to get back on that crispy tranny porn.
     
  13. LavaMe

    LavaMe Fapstronaut

    I know for me it is extra enticing. How you quit it for good is by constantly fighting the urges and not fantasizing about it. If you do I feel confident they will lessen eventually.
     
  14. I'mPauInJapan

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    I got into trans porn to the point I don't even know those female pornstars you mentioned, I think Sasha Gray is the only female pornstar I can name (and I've watched like 2 of her videos). I was into this for 11 years (since 14), and it's been 99.99% of the porn I've watched for the last 5 years. I even remember the first video I watched, and it's interesting, you'll see why... It was while watching porn on one of those weird TV channels that we had back then which would play porn late in the night, and suddenly an awesome ass appeared being ripped apart, the girl's face looked like an ugly junkie to me, but what an ass, boy... Then the camera moved and it revealed the dick, and I was like: "What the fuck was that?", it turnt me off immediately, but I thought: "so will there be any more men with such feminine bodies and great asses?", I looked into it and I got hooked. I started watching it and avoiding the scenes where the trans' dick could be seen, and here comes the interesting bit: I found that video again 9 to 10 years later, and not only her face turnt me on a lot, but also the bits where her cock was hard were my favorite ones (and she got a big one). So you can see how this shit took me further and further into perversion. Oh, that also can tell you how many videos I watched, to the point I kept finding videos that I already knew from years ago, you can count them by the thousands.
    Btw I was deeply in love with a girl back then (at 14), to the point I still dream about her some nights, so it's not like I was gay.
    I had my theories about why I liked this, and to some extent I agree with the emasculating other men to reaffirm our manliness, but I don't know, man... I was 14 fucking years old, and I was the most respected guy in high school... Yet I didn't like my looks, so I don't know...
    Anyways, I simply forgot about theories, and I focused on who I wanted to be, because we are nothing but the decisions we make. I realized this in the most lame of ways, I was doing pull ups in a public park, and a lil kid and his father passed by, going for a walk, then the kid tried to do a pull up in a very low bar, and by the way the kid and father looked at me I realized that I was "that guy who is exercising in the park", like I could be the guy who is eating Oreos on the sofa, but I was the guy who exercises in the park, and thus I decided to never again betray myself by making bad choices. I decided to quit porn altogether, and to stop masturbating until my dick comes alive again, because I've got plenty of flatlines with girls I made out, to the point I remain a virgin at 25 years old. I really don't care that much about it, because it's not like I didn't have the chances, it's just that my dick didn't work (I was also drunk most of the times), so all I can do now is to fix that.
    I tried quitting porn before this realization, and I always failed and came back to it, I also went for straight porn and in the end I would always come back to trans like full energy in, letting out all of the frustration from refraining from watching it. I felt so good and so different while watching it, like it was not even me, and 5 seconds after cuming I would be so disappointed at myself and so disgusted at the thoughts I had while horny, but then 20 minutes later I was considering to go for it again. So that was a fucking unstable state of mind, I recon that's how a drugaddict feels...
    Now, it's only day 14, but I haven't felt the urge to watch porn not even for a single day, and I am a 100% sure that I'm not going back to any kind of porn, I know the kind of man I want to be and I know that being so depends only in the decisions I make.
    I guess now and then I'll finish one of those morning woods if I don't have a partner for a long time, but no more porn and no more indulging on masturbation.
    You can be whoever you want. You can't be the president of your country, but you can be the guy who is working to be so (maybe never making it) or you can be the guy who is on the sofa eating Oreos (surely never making it). And even if you don't make it, you'll still make something out of it, and even if you don't, it's quite something being a working guy with a goal and determination vs being an indulging pig on the sofa. I know what I'd rather be...
    You are but a choice, so choose wisely.
     
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  15. 19m

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    hey i’m the same except i watch now cd /gem guy porn am i bi? or had porn messed with my brain so much?
     
  16. I'mPauInJapan

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    It probably messed with your brain. I noticed that when I fapped for the first time of the day I would look for feminine trans, and stuff like good asses, but if I wanted to pull a second one (out of stress or "addiction") I needed something more "extreme", like a POV of a CD sucking cock, trannies masturbating, compilations of dildo orgasms with free hand cuming... Otherwise my dick wouldn't work. And that's because I was not horny at all (most of the times I wasn't for the first fap either), but it triggered me mentally. There was a time when I would stop fapping for 5/7 days, and then I would get actually horny and I would masturbate to just one cam of one woman, and it would feel clean, and right and true. But that only took me back to masturbating every day and watching trans porn again, because when I'm not phisically horny, that's the only thing that I've grown to respond to mentally. Too many years of mental conditioning, too many years of focusing my sexual energy into trans, I got to a point where I couldn't say the shit I say to trannies (on cam) to a woman, because I desexualized women, and focused all of my sexual thoughts and energy into trans. Women were no longer someome to have sex with, or to say naughty things to.
    I would go to a party, and while being drunk women would turn me on so much, but if I got to something with them my dick would not work, and if I went home all horny not having touched a girl I would take all of that sexual frustration out masturbating to tranny porn, something that I wouldn't understand at all.
    I finally quitted porn. 100% sure about it, not even having urges. And I wouldn't mind finding out that I'm gay, I don't care where this journey leads, I guess it'll lead to my truth, but I'm not going back to porn. Btw, so far, I'm dreaming about women, laying eyes on women, and not interested at all in men. Before this I got to a point where it made me unconfortable looking into my friends' eyes, because, man, I used to masturbate to dudes like them getting fuck (actually not like them, feminine boys, but boys after all), and I was worried that it might be out of fear of thinking about having them crossdressed or something, but now I no longer have that problem, and I just realized that it was out of shame, I didn't feel as men as them, spending my days masturbating to dudes fucking feminine guys (most of them clearly mentally sick, btw, having a totally unhealthy relationship with their sexuality). I've seen trans that would only get hard and cum if you told them how much of a failure of a man they were...
    Dude, I just realized I have so much to say about this, I might start a blog or something haha
     
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  17. Alexander210

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    Hi, this actually happened to me and to be fully honest it has nothing to do with who you are or your sexuality. Its all due to novelty and tolerance to porn and orgasm. Just check out some videos about nofap oline and you will see, its ok. If you do nofap for a long time I am sure you will heal me too. :D
     
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  18. Salute77

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    Once you get rid of the pornography completely and really get into your recovery you wont enjoy the same things at all and it will disgust you. I never once watched gay porn but I used to get strong urges to watch it. I used to be pretty deep into watching porn and I'd sit in a session for hours watching clips. Then my urges progressed to gay porn and shemale stuff. Never clicked on the vids tho. Its actually fascinating that probably one of the most manly things, objectifying women and lusting after them can turn you gay over time. I think it's because your also constantly seeing dicks and guys naked in videos that you become used to it and eventually become attracted to them.

    You should pray to Jesus Christ to heal you from your addiction. The only reason why I have so much time abstaining is because Jesus Christ literally just took away my urges. Before I couldnt go 3 weeks without porn. Then one day, boom gone, no more urges. Follow Jesus.

    BTW it's actually a sin to watch pornography. God told me He would throw me into the lake of fire if I didnt stop watching porn. He will also do the same to you if you dont stop. If you have to throw away all your movies because they have steamy nude scenes in them, get rid of all your movies. Figure out your triggers and get rid of them. If you know pretty women on youtube trigger you, stop watching pretty ladies on youtube. The goal is to NEVER watch porn even once. Not one week or a month, but forever never. You'll regain your normal disgust of shemales eventually.
     
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  19. Mattew

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    Yes, i was absolutely addicted to that shit.

    I think it's one of the worst\strongest thing in porn you can get addicted to. I think that once you are addicted to tranny porn the whole thing is quite messed up...

    Going from normal porn to tranny porn is like going from weed to heavier drugs, it's the moment you start really having a problem and getting involved badly with pornography...
     
  20. bken

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    I've been there too. But then got desensitized to that as well and my brain figured it would be far more arousing to pretend to be the girl in straight porn. I don't know what stage comes after that but I honestly don't want to. It's only when you get to that point and your life is absolutely miserable that you realize that porn is in fact a drug.
     
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