anxiety

hi, it's been 2 days since I left after a series of 25 days.
I must say that, after removing the first 10 days, I started feeling better again, before falling back, and anxiety came back to me, can it be that everything is connected?
I'm going to the psychologist for an odc and hocd.

 

I know.
these days will be very hard, but i'll win this battle, also against anxiety

 

i tell you i've an ocd, hocd.
i'm going from a psychologist, and i feel fine better.

the strange coincidence is that when I masturbated on Saturday, I felt better, then I had a psychophysical drop, as happened 1 month ago, when I then held up 25 days.
in fact I felt very well.
now I have not understood if it is an effect of relapse (since I have masturbated, and sometimes compulsively, for 20 years), also because I have always suffered from anxiety and insecurity (word of psychologist).
whereas in the last few periods (2-3 years) I have had bad fetishes, which have disappeared with masturbation.

 

anxiety makes you believe things that are not true.
I even thought I was becoming a cripple, that I am a homosexual, etc.
insecurities are part of this.
i report you the words of the pyschologist

 

I've always had anxiety.
in fact I took the coffee out of the way, it's all a mental game.
you just have to win.

 

in fact it is the mind that creates these traps for you.

 

the mind can also create the trap that you can hurt someone dear to you, or yourself.
this is the obsessive disorder, hocd.
and it can also be due to anxiety, stress ...