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Almost relapsed

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Mitness, Mar 24, 2018.

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  1. Mitness

    Mitness Fapstronaut

    So i'm cleaning up my computer. I thought i removed al the porn before but al of a sudden there pops up a picture of a naked hot girl. Immediately my body is on fire.. The shock of not expecting to find a pic, the immediate burst of hormones and neurotransmitters.. Almost instantly i thought "fuck it, i do it" And ik played for lie 3 sec whit my willy.. I became very angry so i took a ice cold shower and meditated for 20 minutes.. I felt calm again and the urge was gone.. So i started to clean my computer again and... you guess..... more porn popped up. No in the form of some movies.. I watched 10 seconds and threw everything away... Pretty proud that i succeeded to abstain from pmo.. But i'm wondering.. the 3 second willy time and the 10 seconds i watched the movie,,, does that hinder my reboot????
     
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  2. LilD

    LilD Fapstronaut

    You're good. Just don't watch the stuff you're going to delete. If you want to check the contents of the file to make sure you're not deleting something important, just cover up the screen so that you can only see a corner or a top part of a pic/vid, or place a sheet of thin paper on top of the screen so that you can see through just a bit, in order to recognize silhouettes.

    I keep things separate on my PC, so I could just delete whole directories without even looking inside.
     
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  3. AlphaZ

    AlphaZ Fapstronaut

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    Hahahahahahahahaha " whit my willy " " the 3 second willy time" jeez that made me laugh so hard.
    See the main thing here is that you didn't O and you didn't continue to M. So in terms of integrity, you did well! It's completely up to you. Some people don't count edging as a release and leave their counter going and I guess that's up to them but they are completely missing the whole point of NoFap.
    The lesson learnt here is make sure your laptop is clean and just simply, don't play with your "willy" and you'll be all good. Personally I reset my counter when I search for porn or anything like that. For you to close it all in a relatively quick amount of time is a testament to you and as you said, you should be proud!

    If you feel better leaving your counter going then go ahead. You have caused a slight setback but absolitely nothing like a relapse.

    Just stay strong man
    Message me if you want to chat

    - Alpha
     
  4. Mitness

    Mitness Fapstronaut

    Guess i will keep my tracker up. As i said, it was even without thinking i operated. But, after 3 seconds my mind and the willpower came back, so i did everything in my power to deal with situation.. I don't see it as a relapse, but i was just scared i fucked up my reboot in any way haha.. Thanks for the message!!!
     
  5. Mitness

    Mitness Fapstronaut

    Yeah, just deleted the whole mess.. Crazy though how your body respond to such material. Can't remember i reacted so extreme to naked girls and porn movies since i was a kid haha.

    Glad i succeeded.. Thanks for the message!!
     
  6. Mitness

    Mitness Fapstronaut

    Ow, and i will reset my counter when i willfull search for porn. This was an accident..
     

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