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Almost at 30 days...and looking for insight.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by bean, May 5, 2014.

  1. bean

    bean Fapstronaut

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    Hard to believe I've gone 28 days of no PMO, with Tuesday being my 30th day. It's certainly been an interesting ride so far. Cold showers have become the norm for me, I've messed around with a new hairstyle and I'm learning to embrace discomfort...so I think. I've applied several techniques trying to increase my productivity and I've found some success. It's been kind of surprising how easy it's been at times to make conversation with women as well, yesterday I flirted with a girl that was helping out with a fundraiser were doing and I wasn't even trying to do it. Even exercising is becoming easier (finally!)

    And yet, I feel like nothing's changed. I haven't had a hard-on in two weeks. My mood's been up and down, back and forth. Right now as I'm posting this I feel like I'm in my own prison. I feel like I'm so overwhelmed with everything I have to do at work that I can't focus on little things to improve myself, like working on changing careers. I'm not in the right place or frame of mind for a relationship (or even a casual fling)...I don't feel the least bit confident right now, and I feel like I'm wasting away.

    I'm not sure if this is a flatline period or what, but it sucks. I was tempted to head back to one of the old pornsites I browsed just to see if images flashing across the screen meant I could get aroused. Knew better than that.

    More experienced fapstronauts: Does it get better? Is this one of those times where I need to "learn to love the withdrawals," as william learned to so eloquently put it?
     
  2. johnnnnni

    johnnnnni Fapstronaut

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    im sorry to say 30 days is nothing. You have to keep on going and going
     

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