Addressing my issues.

Hey, there. I am 21 years old female. I am single and I never had this issue of PMO. I had abstained myself from Porn despite all of my friends being invested in it. But then, 2018 was a hard year for me. Had a great friend circle and their friendship kinda blew into my face. It was so bad. And then, I have been trying to make a career as well here. So I was living alone and one day, I was sad and alone in my dorm and I thought let's try sexting for fun. One of my friends had previously told me about an online forum where you could sext anonymously. That site led me to pornography and there I was, masturbating. But it didn't feel right to me ever. It has been a month now since I have been indulging into it but I really want to leave it. I removed all browsers from my phone. Even chrome. But it sucks. I don't want to be like this. I feel horrible.

 

How can I start a journal?

 

Thanks a lot.