Addicted To Trans Porn (trigger warning)

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Ruses, Apr 9, 2019.

  1. Ruses

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    Ever Since 2019 started I've been strictly watching Trans Porn. I would go a 3 days to a week without using PMO but then would eventually watch trans porn. Today was a little different because i binged porn for about 3 hours and Masturbated 3 times in those 3 hours all to trans porn. And also for like an hour i was trying to figure out how i could become a male talent for Trans Porn. And for that 1 hour i was convinced that i could become a pornstar very easily. I thought to myself that once i turned 18 i would immediately go for a tryout. I contacted multiple Producers to see if they needed male talent, and the i would be perfect for the job because i would start of young. I honestly don't believe what I'm becoming and i want this shit to end. After i Cum i instantly regret wanting to be with a shemale but i always come back to it because of the Hornyness i don't know whats wrong with me and don't know this this is Problematic Sexual Behavior i just want this to stop. Ive already talked to someone about my addiction, and it helped for a couple of days but when the hornyness kick in i just can't handle it, I need Help.
     
  2. The Horsearcher

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    I read a book about porn addiction a long time ago. The name was Your Brain on Porn. It's a good book and in this book, there is a chapter where the topic is how porn changes the interest of the users. How porn tricks your brain. You actually just want something more extreme which boost your dopamine level. It will be really hard but stop watching use Cold Turkey, Qustodio, Stay Focused and all of the programs which helps you to avoid these things. Start to make new hobbies with programs for example Habitica. Read a lot book in the topic. You a good man I am sure and I trust in you that you can do it. So many people have the same problem as you so many and it is really sad. But porn is a business and you were to young to recognize these trap but with wisdom and hard work you can fight just be patient and keep going.
    Read that book, read a lot, and make hobbies which are good for you and make the society better.
    (Sorry for my English)
    Good luck!
     
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  3. 19m

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    i’m the same thing except the porn star part but i’ve esclated to the trans/ cross dressing porn or just guys wearing girl clothes and i’m to the point where i don’t even regret it anymore i’ve been doing it for so long. in the beginning i regretted it big time but now i don’t :( i keep searching to see if i’m bi and it’s freaking me out inside but outside it’s like i don’t even care when i really do
     
  4. Jonzee

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    Hi, I've had a very similar experience, using trans porn for the last couple years, have a read of my journal post for a lot more info if you want. Firstly I think it's good that you recognise you don't want to do it, because that's your feelings deep down. But this is an addiction and part of you will say the opposite and you want to just to do it. I'm not that far into rebooting, my current reboots were 2 lots of 1 week, one of 14 days, and my current of 15 days I think. I would look at trans porn all the fucking time and M whenever I could. It felt so good at the time, then that usual feeling of disgust afterwards. This whole thing really became an issue when I went soft while fucking this girl I Was with after like 5-10 minutes.

    You've already made the first step in wanting to change. For me I was very introspective about it, I knew I wanted to change, so I was constantly thinking to myself why do I want to change this? Because it's not what I want, who I want to be. For me as well luckily I've been super busy between work, uni and other stuff which has helped. But as long as you're striving towards this goal, focus on it, set up porn blockers on your browser, remind yourself of why you don't want to do it anymore and think about the better version of yourself you will be. You wont have that constant stress of why am I like this? imagining if anyone found out? and those thoughts that just haunt you and make you feel like shit.

    Keep on it and you will win, you have it in you 100% to get back to the person you want to be, you just have to try. Small steps lead to strides, even if you fail a couple times if you have the intention to get back on track that's what matters. If you can, try and find things to keep you busy, many have spoke about working out, which is always a good start.
     
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  5. Ruses

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    Ya when I was first introduced to trans porn it felt wrong watching it but now it’s just a regular thing which I rather not want to think about
     
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  7. LinkUp

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    Homie, that is sick. That is serious porn addiction and I encourage you to always hang around these forums 24/7 to keep your motivation to quit high.
     
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  8. Rolo75

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    Yo Fella,

    I feel you on this one. Ive been watching porn for a few years now and i had this exact escalation last year. Before trans porn was so disgusting to me and now it gives me so much arousal it even scares the hell outta me. Last night, i watched some tranny porn but didn't masturbate...
    Just stay on your path and dont give up.
    Stay strong fam
     
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  9. need4realchg

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    Hey man, I want to ask you-- have you tried making fun of what "turns you on?" IE, taking the shame out of it, just trying to see how silly it really is? It might help humanize it somewhat.

    I remember i saw an interview with a female comedian who said: "I hate to break it to you ladies, but we all know how this is going to end up, (ie splash on the face); and it was like... yeah, this stuff has no imagination to it, no mystery, it's so robotic, and dull, i mean, why isn't that funny and NOT sexy?

    I don't know if you've ever seen the blooper reels stuff, but when I watch that it always kills my interest or erection because you are now humanizing the "object" of your sexual desire...

    just an idea?
     
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  10. AlexWillDoIt

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    The problem here is not that you want to be with a trans, the problem is the porn. Quit porn, and see if you still want to be with a trans (nothing wrong with that) or if you are addicted to trans porn.
     
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  11. topilabv

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    well I feel you man I was trapped into the shemale porn for many years. I always indentified myself as straight, however my porn usage escalated to shemales and I found them attractive. I even had encounters with shemale escorts. However I'm already one year off porn and what I can say that the shemale attraction definitely fades away and you get really more more focused on the females. However, when sometimes I still imagine a hot shemale i would feel sth down there. I think it needs lots of time in order for this thing to totally fade away, you just need to stop feeding it. So stopping any form of porn or masturbation would be a good start.
     
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  12. 19m

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    hey guys i’m getting worried . ok when i was watching tv these people came up and stuff they were men and stuff and wasn’t thinking sexually or anything but my penis grew a tad bit but it wasn’t arousal . is this normal ? should i worry ? or is this not normal ? and ive been addicted to pine for like 6 years but i’m on day 17
     
  13. I've been struggling with this since 2008. In the passed few years porn didn't cut it anymore so I had to meet them for real. So I've been to TS escorts and swingers, I always regret it after. Having said that the strong lust I get for them comes back. I met a TS on 8th of this month and as usual promised never to do it again. But I'm feeling so tempted to meet them again. if I could just say okay I find TS hot and have a normal life fine, but it's not like that. I have an obsession in which I keep fighting my attraction to them but part of me wants to be with one as I just get more attracted to them that women. I wish I found them equally as attractive and it wouldn't be such a problem.
     
  14. Ruses

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    Yup, if feels exactly the same way when I watch trans porn. I really really want to watch and then I watch and then I regret it and then I say I won’t watch it again and then boom I watch it again.
     
  15. Ruses

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    It seems like a never ending loop
     
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  16. I'm curious if some guys here have just fully accepted they're into TS without issues, it seems most not.
     
  17. However i pretty much don't look at porn now. I get more of a rush talking to Ts on social media.
     
  18. need4realchg

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    Just wanted to point out, in order for the shame cycle te perpetuate itself it feeds on shame.

    Acknowledge the shame by facing it and sharing to neutralize the stranglehold.
     
  19. Ruses

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    The bad thing is I’m slowly starting to accept it now and my mind thinks it just another girl
     
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  20. yeh im feeling like that now. My will power is just getting weaker and im not sure if i can resist much longer..
     

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