Addicted to Dominatrix

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by General Urko, Jul 13, 2019 at 6:21 PM.

  1. General Urko

    General Urko Fapstronaut

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    Hello all,
    I have been going to dominatrix's for almost 30 years off and on due to my masochism. I enjoy being,spanked,paddled,caned,whipped. I am married 25 years to a vanilla women who due to my work travel I hid this from her for about 22 years. Sex has never been great because only pain turns me on,when younger I could get excited from regular sex much easier. I also look at femdom porn all the time as well. Several years ago I disclosed to my wife that I see a dominatrix and explained the physical abuse I endured as a child from a strict female relative who raised me was what caused it. I told my wife I would stop going to the Dominatrix and I did for two years. Honestly it was awful. I went back to the Dominatrix several months ago and love it,but the guilt is killing me. I love my wife,but honestly I also have intense feelings for the Dominatrix. She understands everything perfectly. It really is awful,I don't want to hurt my wife or child with my dishonesty and sick fetish.
     

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