About day 8 and breaking my streak

Discussion in 'Women in Reboot' started by Bee_11, Dec 13, 2018.

  1. Bee_11

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    So, I took upon No PMO challenge last Thursday. Everything was good and well but then, today, I gave into my urge. My body has been acting out for past two days and today, I kinda gave in. Sad part is, I knew I was going to regret it. But there was this need and a possibility of regret in future. I chose my need over that. 5 days in NoFap, I thought maybe I don't need to put everything online and maybe, I could do it myself but it just got worse. I don't understand why this happened. I didn't even want it. I don't even like Porn. It is disgusting. But Idk what is it. I hate this feeling. I am trying but I just want to succeed more than anything else.
     
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  2. Hey I'm so sorry to hear this.. Well online support is needed till you get stable.. When you're stable enough, you can come here as & when you feel like!

    Don't be too hard on yourself.. Hating doesn't solve anything.. You acknowledge about it, that's good but have some compassion towards yourself as well :)

    Whenever you've urges, come here, read/hit the panic button/reach out, somebody will definitely respond or if that's not possible, try to divert mind by reading offline/walking/meditation/praying if you're religious etc..

    Porn is a drug, once you're hooked to it, it takes time, efforts & lots of patience to recover from it..

    Cheers & good luck!
     
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  3. Newgirl

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    Dust it off and keep going soon you will be gaining enough strength to resist for a longer time until you break free once and for all. Don't lose hope :)
     
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  4. Bee_11

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    Thank you so much. This is a new day and I find courage in myself and a hope to start all over again.
     
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    @Bee_11

    Hey haven't heard from you in a few days....

    How are things going?

    Let us know what your feelings/thoughts are after relapse.

    We are here and want to encourage.

    Hang in there girl.
     
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