a wonderful new journey

Discussion in 'Women in Reboot' started by cloudhugs5, Nov 17, 2018.

  1. Retro Girl

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    Almost a week, congrats on your progress!

    :)
     
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  2. cloudhugs5

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    Thank you, congrats to you as well! :D
     
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  3. cloudhugs5

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    Day 6:
    Pray. ✅
    Read the Bible. ✅
    Go to school. ✅
    No PMO. ✅
    Go to bed at 10:30 pm. ✅
    Practice keyboard.
    Read at least 20 pages of a book.
    Post an entry on this thread. ✅

    Hi everyone, today was ok. :) I didn't really get any urges. Most of my day was spent at school, when I got home I completed two assignments, then read the Bible.

    I hope you all are well. :p I believe in you all!
     
  4. Bee_11

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    You're doing great, girl. I hope you will have many better days in tje coming future. Where there is will, there is the way.
     
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  5. cloudhugs5

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    Thank you do much, I hope you do too. :)
     
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  6. cloudhugs5

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    Day 7:
    Pray. ✅
    Read the Bible. ✅
    Go to school. ✅
    No PMO. ✅
    Go to bed at 10:30 pm. ✅
    Practice keyboard.
    Read at least 20 pages of a book.
    Post an entry on this thread. ✅

    Yay, a week! :p

    Today was decent. I went to school, studied for the history test I have tomorrow, prayed, read the Bible, and watched Youtube videos, which was nice. I didn't have any urges today.

    I hope you all are well. :)


     
  7. Beautiful_Life

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    You are doing it so so well :) Continue like that, discipline is really important.
     
  8. cloudhugs5

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    Day 0 (Relapse):

    I pmo'ed. :( I have been in my bed all day, so maybe that is why. This morning I searched r/porn in my browser but I thought about what I was doing before I continued then pressed the panic button a bit of times on here, but the thought to do it was still in my mind...I tried reading to distract me but the thought of doing it was still there so I caved...it didn't even feel that good...

    And after, I checked my old internet friend that I haven't talked to in a bit over two weeks kik account because I thought "I pmo'ed, might as well do this too." so I feel horrible

    My life is a mess...but I won't give up fighting this
     
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  9. GhostWriter

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    Yet you’re here. Your life isn’t a mess. You’re life is recovering. Dust yourself off and get back in the game. It ain’t over til it’s over.
     
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  10. Retro Girl

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    Hope all is well, stay strong :)
     

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