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A promise of Coming back to life

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by theBornAgain, Jul 13, 2018.

  1. theBornAgain

    theBornAgain Fapstronaut

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    Alright here I am confessing to this fraternity. I am an addict of porn and masturbation but i realised It stems actually from escapism. Escapism from the harsh realities escapsim from feeling overwhelmed with my unemployment and understanding it takes a hell lot of effort and consistency to achieve things that matter. I am plagued by dwelling on past and worrying about future. I am filled with the limiting beliefs of doubt comaprision. PMO is just a source to numb these feelings. I have wasted last 2 years of my life( 26 years now will be 27 in a month) due to escapism, shame and the guilt of lost opportunities is sometimes just unbearable. I want to forgive myself its tough but I know I have to put the past behind me and strive to look forward and take it one day at a time. Day 0 today.
    Thank you for reading.
     
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