A newbie calling for S.O.S.

Hi fapstronauts.
My name is erfan, 20.
I feel very excited just signing up here and there is a feeling telling me that this is actually what is going to save me because since i was like 14, I've been masturbating but not to porn initially until it happened.There were ups and downs but no getting rid of it,and there were even a few days i masturbated like 4 times a day which i even disgust remembering it but I've also had abstinence and the longest one was like 2 and a half months when i first hit the gym and I'll never forget how awesome that time was.
I'm not gonna write the story of my life here and bore you guys but since I've used like every method to quit PMO and still no luck, and had recently found out about your community, thus I said what the hell, maybe this'll be my messiah and here I am now giving this a try and I'm sure this is gonna work out better than i expected.
And sorry if u see any faults in my English cause it isn't my mother tongue.

 

Thx a lot mate, means a lot. I feel so much good already signing up here and joining you guys .
I'm sure nofap is gonna change my life.

 

It may sound kinda stupid to say this now cause it hasn't been long but I'm in my third clean day and I've almost forgotten what PMO is and i had also forgotten to update my post, I really hope it keeps going this way.

 

Thx a lot for the reply.
So far so good, i know what u mean there will be times ,"that the hound will go bloodthirsty" and I hope we're both prepared for it but still so far so good. I haven't relapsed since I've joined here.
We'll kick its ass.

 

Haven't fapped since august 8th and i guess it's been 9 days.It's going pretty well and I no longer have those uncontrollable urges just some flash backs.I srsly feel alive again.

 

thx u too.

 

Wow, just got past a cliff that i was really about to fall off. I got alone again but this time the urge was much more than before ,it was like an attack or stroke of lust or whatever but immediately thought i gotta think about this,I've survived like 9 days and if i'm gonna slip now then I'm back to square one, so I went to pee(sorry ) to be able to think straight,and i really thought it through,then I came to the conclusion that it ain't worth it so I decided to go and exercise which took more than an hour an then i got back to my real self ,took a nice shower and now I feel back and stronger and also with lots of moree confidence.
BRING IT OOOOOON.....

 

exactly pal, and what a beast.And i hope u survived that animal too . I just gotta say u can't imagine how good u will feel after u defeat it.
U're gonna feel that massive strength and willpower hidden and suppressed within u and u're definitely gonna feel super confident after that cause guess what???? U've slain a big ass beast

 

Hi bro.
I'd definitely love to share everything I went and am going through and right now I'm damn busy an exam that's filled all my schedule and I don't wanna just scribble sth, I wanna write it with a free-mind so it would be worth reading. I'll try my best to write a journal after 8 days from now.
@Strength And Light is doing awesome, I'm damn proud of him.
And as for what made me make this last attempt on august 8th of 2016, definitive and decisive was being sick of 5-6 constant years of addiction and relapsing and I had tried almost anything but somehow failed eventually and the only or the last hope for me was Nofap, and I told myself that if I screw this one up too, then I don't know what else I'm gonna do. So I gave this last try my all and unbelievably made it. I honestly couldn't imagine reaching here, I thought I'm stuck in that loop and it used to be a dream being free of this addiction.
Another thing that kept me going in the toughest times was following sb else's success and streak that was reasonably ahead of me. There was this guy that was 40 days clean when I was at day zero, and anytime I was at the verge of relapse I forced myself first checking his profile out before first googling those stuff, u know before it was too late. And it really worked. The cool or the bad thing is that the guy relapsed after like +100 days and vanished from Nofap, but I didn't give up. This is exactly what u're doing right now and it shows u're on the right path but know that it's not limited to this and there is definitely more to it and I'll try remembering what i can to help everyone needing it.
But I always say, that I could share all my experiences, introduce a lot of useful methods but it all comes back to the individual itself. You must find your biggest motivation for breaking free from this, I had my own, which I can't really remember right now (Weird ). But picture urself in a like +200 days streak and believe in that picture, cos that day is gonna come eventually if really want being free from this. And being so committed, it shows that u really want it. So don't worry about the relapses cos they're normal but don't let this normality fool u. U have to make that last attempt by finding the best motivation, ur all.

Sry I couldn't add more, it's 11:42 and I'm damn tired but will definitely try posting sth new when I find the time.

Just believe that it's possible and one day u'll reach where I am now.