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A new start maybe?!

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by DarkChocolate, May 21, 2019.

  1. DarkChocolate

    DarkChocolate New Fapstronaut

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    I'm a girl soon to be 21,introverted spend all my day in bed while scrolling on my phone I wasn't like that before.
    The first time I watched porn i was 12 that video just popped up when i opend youtube i watched it curiously i didn't know any thing about sex then i didn't watch porn again untill i was 18 but during these years i would sometimes see nude pics or read erotic comics.
    I'm don't really like porn like i usually watch it once every 2 months or something but i'm addicted to the erotic comics I tried to stop a couple of time the longer i lasted was 3 months and then i was back again.
    As for masturbation it was curiosity as well i heard about it from a friend of mine when i was 13 i searched about it and wanted to try it
    I rarely did it at the beginning but as time passed by i started to do it more frequantly i felt bad and guilty this was prohibited in my religion and culture
    I tried to stop but failed i would cry after every time i did it.
    I reduced the times i did it so now i'm able to do it only once a month but i still can't stop it.
    I want to stop it to be able to get a hold of my life i was an honour student and now i can't study anymore.I was cheerful loved being at gatherings but now i rarely get out of my room and always stressed around people.I feel deppressed,guilty and disgust.I want to love myself again
    I know that was long but i don't have anyone to talk to so this is the first time i take about that.I feel kind of happy i'm finally able to share that with somebody else.
     
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  3. DarkChocolate

    DarkChocolate New Fapstronaut

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  4. Always be positive

    Always be positive Fapstronaut

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    You accomplished much more then you think, once a month is much better then every day, youre same as me the only difference is that i could go forward but my mind was tricking me like "there is nothing wrong if you relapse once in 2 weeks, or once a month" ive learned my mind tricks and now i am not listening to it and going fully 90 days, this will help you a lot, you will be able to go forever

    https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/watch-this-if-youre-struggling.232140/

    We can do this
     
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  5. DarkChocolate

    DarkChocolate New Fapstronaut

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    Thank you for replying
    My mind also likes to trick me that it's fine to have a break every once in a while and that as long as i don't do it too much then it's all good.hope that i will stay strong
     

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