This journal certainly has been a long time coming. Our D-Day was almost exactly one year ago. I think I've been contemplating journalling here since that day. I've tried writing notes unseen to the world in my laptop but it never sticks. Posting here and putting it out into the world feels more... relieving. He seems to have a hard time understanding that I'm still experiencing intense emotions even almost a year later He offers support, but also doesn't understand how it feels to be in my shoes, nor I in his. I try to be sympathetic to that. I feel so much stronger than I did when this all started, but I know I still have a ways to go. Hopefully this journal will help me along the way.